Monday, March 2, 2009

EMOtional.

Wooow, So have you heard just a sentence or a word and made you think about everything?
I told my dad what happened at BART. And he told me...

"rmember... be carefull. walk slowly ,don't matter if you are going to be late.. remember 1 more day.... "

when he said one more day. it just HIT me, I didnt realize, how LONG i've been waiting for this day. Tomorrow is gonna be the day they can tell me I can walk, and that day will just make my LIFE more easier. I want this day to go by so quick, you have no idea. Yes, I cried when i was talking to my dad, good thing no one is in the lab, it's because it's been a very very rough time for all of us.

I thought about all the shots, the times when i was super emo, the tears, the times where All i could do was just lay down. Everything is gonna end, and that day is gonna be tomorrow.

Those tears that I shed today was not because of sadness, but of happiness.
I think thats the first time, I EVER cried for happinesss, i wonder how tomorrow is gonna be.


97 days so far. 98 tomorrow...

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