Breaking the rules...

Dancing, i've missed you so much. i KNOW im not suppose to be dancing, but especially right now. i need too.
So in the academic class, we had a guest speaker and he was a therapist. This negro hella made me cry -____-
We were talking about depression and health and shit, and i'm like woooow. really during this time.
Yes, I can say I am depressed again. -____- Dont really wanna share it with the world tho but anyways.
He told me I should go into therapy, because of my accident. But I still don't want too, physical therapy is already a bitch.
Dont wanna talk to someone else about it.. even tho Sometimes I do want too.. But i feel like its only gonna be a waste after I start really dancing again, until the doctors tell me too! But anyways...

Today, I was with Prophecy, Hella miss them. Havent seen them in 2 weeks! So, they were talking about show their gonna be doing next May, and i can say its gonna be hella crackin, so i just said FUCKIT, ima do it! i know im not suppose too! But i just really really want to dance again, 5 months is way tooo long its been KILLING ME, literally! So yes, i decided im only gonna do 1-2 piece. until I can start actually dancing again. yessss.

No lie, i just want dance to distract me from life again, So I can be so busy for everything I wont have to worry about ANYTHING besides school, dance & family. Done deal.

well thats it SO far.
LA was fun <3 miss it.

Thanks for reading!